Week of June 19 through June 25, 2011
Beloved,
This Saturday (June 25) will mark the second anniversary of your Re-Birth. Instead of fading, our sorrow at your absence grows more intense; contrary to other departures we’ve experienced during our lifetimes, this leave-taking has initiated more resistance than any other. None of us want to let you go; each of us wants to hold you closer in our arms … in our hearts … in our souls … in our thoughts … and in our prayers.
Fortunately, you don’t have to worry about letting me go … because even if you do … I won’t! I’ve told you before … you are always in my heart … I’m not going anywhere unless you send me away. And, even then, I will check back often to make sure it is really what you want to experience. We’ve talked before about my persistence, my tenacity, my stubbornness (if you want to call it that); and you’ve commented earlier in these little talks that ‘when I latch onto something … or someone … if would take a small army to shake me loose.’ [Michael giggles.] Get used to it!
We are all ONE … and we are all FOREVER! We came here together to accomplish a great mission and an even greater adventure. I’m a warrior … like the Marines … I will not leave a fallen comrade behind. I am stuck ‘like glue’ until all of you leave with me. There’s no changing that. It is what we ‘signed on’ to do … to bring this awakening to the world … and with that awareness to heal it and ourselves … and our task is only half completed. You guys are stuck with me, sorry! [Michael laughs.]
Oh, you beautiful, beautiful soul … what an amazing analogy! Stuck with you? What a way to put it! Please stick a little closer, Beloved, so that there is no separation … no possibility of separation … between us. My breath … breathing you … your breath … breathing me … no difference! Do I get to choose which parts get stuck? No, I better not go there! [Michael giggles. You are so funny!]
In prior cases, even those of our very near and dear, after a few months have passed, we’ve almost forgotten what it was like to be with them … what they looked like when they walked with us. But, with you, we see your face in grocery stores on bended knee and with prayer hands … or in cloud formations … or in meditations and visualizations. When we close our eyes and shut out the world that clamors for our attention 24/7 … your eyes and your face, your voice and your laughter populate the world within us. You are our guardian angel … our constant companion … our hearts … our very souls. You are the heartbeat that fills our ears when we cover them to blot out the noise … the pulse that beats rapidly in our veins when we are fearful or excited. We hear your voice in everything we say and do. We are so grateful that you remain to accompany us throughout the moments of our days!
Your love continues to inspire on an absolutely unprecedented global scale the likes of which none of us can even begin to comprehend. Yes, we all understand that the ‘world’ tells us this is impossible … but, quite frankly, we stopped listening to the ‘world’ when it ran amok with its crazy interpretation about who you are … because we KNOW who you are! We just wish it did. And we will do everything in our power to teach it with the patience, forgiveness and love that you taught us just by breathing.
Whether extremely public … or very personal and intimate … tributes to you … to your life, your work and your love continue to flourish around the world. Just this past week, I noticed no less than ten new efforts to memorialize and witness to the world’s continuing love for Michael Jackson. For example:
On a typical Friday evening in June, 2011, a hundred people joined together in Nashville, Tennessee for a mob flash dance to Beat It to celebrate a young man’s birthday. The organizers of this Celebration of Michael Jackson did not ask permission of the city or get a license, they just sent out instructions via social networking sites and a hundred people converged on one of the busiest streets in that section of the city to honor you. Police were on hand to maintain order, but did not interfere with the dancers. For approximately five minutes, law enforcement officers halted traffic so that the dancers could complete their dance without injury and the dancers dispersed peacefully when it was completed. This event could have turned out very differently; it could have been a nightmare for the police and the dancers alike, but everyone involved respected all the others. This is a beautiful example of what can happen when groups with different purposes come together in respect and dignity for all. The dance was realized; the police, though present, made no move to ‘exert their authority’ and the traffic, though delayed, was soon moving again with little interruption. Even passersby left their tasks and drivers left their vehicles to take pictures and cheer the dancers on! Everyone, including the television news anchors reporting the story had a great time! What other human being has ever had that kind of effect on people?
“One Rose for Michael” collected a little less than 3,000 red roses for last year’s anniversary. This year, the “One Rose for Michael” campaign has collected 4,500 red roses … half again as many roses! Pictures of last year’s offerings lining all the walkways leading to and from Holly Terrace at Forrest Lawn have been posted on Facebook and they really are a beautiful sight. This year’s 4,500 should line every walkway and path in the place; we are planning on drowning you in red roses and LOVE! [Michael laughs.] And that’s not even counting the sunflowers that I am sure will be sent from around the world! I wish I could be there to see it! What a celebration in riotous color!
“A Million Trees for Michael” continues to plant trees in deforested areas around the world. Those who organize this campaign have posted the number of trees planted so far on their website so that contributors can see where their donations are going. Currently, they have planted over 20,800 trees in your name (at $15 for 15 trees.) That represents $20,800.00 in donations from around the world to honor Michael Jackson. Over 500 trees have been planted just since the beginning of June!
There are currently seven statues of you erected in such far flung places as England and China. I’ve recently read a news story that another is planned for St. Petersburg, Russia. And I’ve seen a photograph of a metal sculpture completely made from scrap metal and one from chicken wire! These statues and metal sculptures represent the artists’ visions; they were inspirations received and there is little doubt from whence the inspirations came.
In various cities around the world, including London, Adelaide, Manila and Montreal “World Cry 2011” is planning its second annual candlelight vigil and gathering. Participants will be joining together to sing Cry. “You can change the world. I can’t do it by myself. You can touch the sky. Gonna take somebody’s help. You’re the chosen one. If we all cry at the same time tonight.” [Jan sings with Michael joining in.] I believe their goal is to light enough candles and gather in a moment of respectful remembrance that will be visible from space. I saw video of last year’s event in Romania and it was absolutely breathtaking to see all those thousands of faces lit by candlelight, some with tears flowing unchecked as your (and R. Kelly’s) beautiful song was sung! Donations are being collected for The Elephant Sanctuary.
Commemorative videos continue to be posted on YouTube and other on line video repositories. They range from high definition performance clips of concerts as long ago as 1975 (Mexico City) to HIStory World Tour performances … from interviews and award show presentations to photos and film compilations set to inspirational music. You would love them. I’ve recently seen a few that have impressed me. One was called “You Raise Me Up,” a song I’ve heard sung by Josh Groban and a female vocalist with a lovely voice. The lyrics read, “You raise me up so I can stand on mountains. You raise me up to walk on stormy seas. And I am strong when I am on your shoulders. You raise me up to more than I can be.” The lyrics speak so unerringly of how we all feel about the influence you’ve had on our lives because you do, indeed, ‘raise us up,’ Beloved.
Tonight, I watched one that simply took my breath away. The video artist (for this is an art form) took your performance of Human Nature from This Is It and John Mayer’s performance of Human Nature from the Memorial in July 2009 and merged them together in such a way that it looked like your spirit was singing along with John as he played. There were beams of light exploding through your body and reflecting off your silver jacket … as if the light you bore all the days of your physical life and the energy of love that you transmitted through song and dance and performance was just breaking through your flesh. I was amazed at how the audio from both performances blended so beautifully with the video … AWESOME! The fact that both performances occurred on the same stage at the Staples center … and only about a week apart did not go unnoticed by this viewer. I don’t know how these things are put together, but they represent someone’s artistic vision … and they are beautiful!
NME ran a poll to name the “Greatest Singer of All Time.” The polling ended June 22, 2011. Do you want to guess who won? [Michael giggles.] Yup, that would be Michael Jackson!
Your friend Dr. Patrick Treacy has been very outspoken on the topic of your character and your love for the children and the world in the twenty-four months since that fateful day in 2009. On June 22, 2011, he gave a speech at the Gardner Street Elementary School in Los Angeles, the very school that you attended so briefly and that dedicated its auditorium to you in 1988. As a matter of fact, he spoke in the Michael Jackson Auditorium. The text of that speech contains two quotes from Elie Wiesel, a Holocaust survivor. “Gratitude is what defines the humanity of the human being.” And “To be indifferent to the suffering in the world is what makes the human being inhuman.”
He then pays tribute to you with the following words:
“And gratitude is what we should now have today for that young American black boy. His name was Michael Jackson, someone I am privileged to call my friend, somebody who often stood alone to fend for the children in the world, for the destitute, for the victims of disease and injustice. Michael was very troubled by the suffering he saw in the world and even more by the indifference to it.
Michael Jackson felt that pain, not just for the hungry children, but for himself when the people of America remained indifferent to the injustice that was perpetrated upon him, making him a virtual prisoner in his own land, causing him to flee to the Middle East and eventually find solitude in Ireland, my home. What an irony that someone who cared so much about the rest of humanity was rejected by his own.
It was a pain he felt deeply and one that on occasion he discussed with me, but mostly he did not want to talk about it and I never opened those painful memories …being like him, exiles beyond the norm. Michael Jackson was never indifferent. He brought light where there was darkness, hope where there was despair; he never turned away from cruelty when he could give compassion.
What will the legacy of Michael Jackson be? How will he be remembered by generations as yet unborn?
Let’s be grateful to God that he sent us such an angel to live amongst us for a while and let us not be indifferent to the wrongs we see around us. If Michael ever wanted us to do one thing that would make him happy as he looks down over us today it would be not to turn away from the victims of oppression and aggression and if in doubt about ever knowing how to act….just think: ….’What Would Michael Do?'”
(The entire text of Dr. Treacy’s speech is available at the Major Love Prayer link to the right.)
Several new books are scheduled to be released within the next few months. I think the most eagerly anticipated is by Joe Vogel entitled Man in the Music: The Creative Life and Work of Michael Jackson. Teasers of Mr. Vogel’s and Mr. DeCurtis’s critiques of such songs as Earth Song will begin to show the world the unrecognized genius of your work and your children can’t wait for someone, finally, to take you seriously as an artist of incomparable scope. This is one book I can’t wait to purchase; sneak previews I’ve read have been extremely thoughtful and thought-provoking. Mr. Vogel compares Earth Song to a “lamentation torn from the pages of Job and Jeremiah, an apocalyptic prophecy that recalled the works of Blake, Yeats and Eliot.” In other words, finally, someone in the world is getting it right and hearing what we hear and seeing what we see.
Larry Nimmer who has been very vocal in describing his enchantment with Neverland and its owner since he was asked to film the compound for your defense in 2005, has released a video compilation entitled The Untold Story of Neverland. It contains the footage he shot and testified about during your trial as well as his comments which describe the extortion of Michael Jackson in detail. I think his filming assignment moved him deeply. His documentary clearly highlights the duplicitous actions of the family who accused you and features interviews with members of the jury and your lead defense counsel.
Mr. Nimmer was invited to photograph the compound last week by Mr. Barack, co-owner with the Michael Jackson Estate. From his report on June 21, 2011, many of the statues of children playing have been moved back into the grounds and some of the workers have been rehired to maintain your beautiful home in the manner to which it had become accustomed during your residence. A photograph of Larry Nimmer in front of your “Giving Tree” was posted with his comments on the efforts currently underway to bring Neverland Valley Ranch back to its former glory when you resided there.
Speaking of Neverland, an article published on “Inner Michael” (linked at the right of this page)told the ‘untold’ story of your vision for Neverland Valley Ranch. Rev. Barbara Kaufmann wrote an article outlining your plans for a multi-storied condominium style hospice, with hospital and research facilities, for terminally ill and dying children and their families built into a cliff and fronted with bay windows so that every child could view 24/7 cartoons. In her article, she stressed that her information came directly from the man who worked in collaboration with you for so many years and whom you had asked to design the complex, David Nordahl. What a sad loss that vision is for the world-at-large. I pray that those who love you will make sure your dream is realized in our physical world soon.
A recent article in Dance Magazine quoted several of your friends and colleagues on your uniqueness, including Brian Thomas, Buddha Stretch, Randy Allaire, Chloe Arnold, Jared Grimes, Akram Khan and Jorma Elo. Wade Robson’s comments were included.
“Michael’s movement was this amazing amalgamation of all his influences, filtered through this beast of a dancer. His lines were so dynamic. He understood the strength of simple movement delivered with incredible precision and energy. An invert of the legs and an extension of the arm were so much more powerful than 15 pirouettes. His energy shot up from the earth. God danced through him.
I remember the first time he taught me the moonwalk at the dance studio at Neverland. I was 7, I think. I remember standing at the ballet barre and him teaching me to push back one foot at a time, teaching me the weight distribution on the balls of the feet. “Now just go, push off, and fly!” he said. That night I couldn’t sleep. I had to get up every 15 minutes and do it again.
I learned altruism from him. In the entertainment industry, it’s easy to get jaded. Despite all of the madness he went through, he had such an innocence. He trusted people, and in his heart, believed in them.”
Brian Friedman, a choreographer who had worked with you on one of your tours told the following story: “At 14, I booked a job with him. At the end of the live show, I happened to be standing next to him. He put his head close to mine, pointed to the signs in the audience, and said, ‘I don’t understand why all these people love me.’ Especially to a kid, it was so honest. He was saying “I’m normal.” It put me in a position to always stay grounded.” [Jan laughs. “I don’t understand why all these people love me!” I wonder why, My Dear One. [Michael giggles.] Could it be that we all loved you because you loved all of us so very much … and never missed an opportunity to give voice to that love?]
A gathering is planned on June 25th at the Gardner Street Elementary School, in front of the Michael Jackson Auditorium whose sign has been restored. Participants are scheduled to include Mr. Robert Waggener, who is spearheading a campaign to arrest and prosecute Tom Sneddon for miscarriages of justice and abuse of power. Mr. Tom Mesereau is slated to participate as is Larry Nimmer. The gathering is to commence at 12:00 noon LA time.
On a more personal level:
Your friend, Macauley Culkin, has been added to the long list of celebrities, friends and family who have been awarded dots in the Michael Jackson Tribute Portrait being drawn by David Ilan. Dots are free and each dot represents one of your children in this portrait. The website has expanded to include a monthly magazine with interviews and articles focusing on your humanitarian contributions to our culture.
Major Love Prayer continues to hold its monthly prayer vigil at 2:00 PM (Pacific Time) … 4:00 (Central Daylight Time) on the 25th. This effort is global and the time for joining together in prayer for a healed world in all the different time zones and languages is posted on their website. Major Love Prayer began in September of 2009 and has been held every month since. I am confident that, if there is to be a shift in world consciousness, this is how it is going to begin. In addition, the organizers of Major Love Prayer have initiated daily prayers for peace and healing to gain a foothold in our world leading up to the beginning of the trial of Conrad Murray in September. This month a special visualization exercise is planned in honor of your second Re-Birthday and full instructions are available at the website linked to the right on this page and is posted here with MLP’s special permission.
Our Call for Love Facebook group, which was begun to manifest your vision of a peaceful, respectful gathering for the trial originally scheduled to begin May 9, has expanded to posting Daily Devotions on weekly topics in preparation of the delayed start of the trial of Conrad Murray now scheduled for September. This week’s topic is Celebrating Michael; last week’s was forgiveness.
Numerous people are making pilgrimages to the sites of your final resting place and the gates of Neverland and even your family’s home compound at Hayvenhurst, bringing cards and gifts to your children and mother to remind them that we share their loss. Two of my Facebook friends are leaving today to walk in Michael-land. Those participating are being asked to gather in peaceful and respectful memory of you, leaving their egos and differences at the gates, to carry the colors of their respective countries and to bring a stuffed toy or game or coloring book and crayons to be donated to “Heal the Children in Michael’s Name” a fan-based charity. I, personally, think that Los Angeles and Hollywood should just be renamed Michaelopolis in your honor!
Another of my friends has gone off on her semi-annual retreat at the coast in Oregon. It seems that each of us celebrates your Re-Birth in his or her own most comfortable fashion, but we are all going to be celebrating it in some way.
On an even more personal note, yet another of my friends, an author of a children’s book entitled Ever After, which celebrates your life and accomplishments in fairy tale format, recently spoke of her spiritual and inspirational journey with you at her church. She did a marvelous job. I wish I had been there to witness her testimony; I would have been honored.
And, last but not least, many of your children are paying homage to you in more private ways like my own nightly meditations during the month of June.
In other words, Dearest One, the ‘phenomenon’ upon which we’ve commented before in these discussions, is not evaporating, as one would expect, with the passage of time. To the contrary, it is escalating to an almost unbelievable degree. Like you said, “You aint seen nothin’, yet!”
[Michael laughs.] I know and I am so humbled by all your efforts on my behalf. I don’t know how to thank all of you for everything you are doing to keep my memory and my mission alive. From these conversations to the books that have been written in my honor and memory to the prayer vigils and tree donations and toy donations and videos and poems and flowers and pilgrimages and personal meditations and visualizations and testimonies. Everything is so beautiful … and so love-based. Thank you … each and every one of you … for being my friend and for loving me still. You’ve all got to know … I love you more.
You can’t possibly know how seeing myself reflected in each one of your hearts touches me; it brings happy tears to my eyes when I see my beauty reflected in each one of your hearts. [Michael giggles a little. I still feel really funny saying something like that.] As I told you earlier, it took the knowledge of your continuing love and honor to make me finally understand the value and purpose of my life on earth and the interconnectedness of all life. It was such a shock to arrive on the other side of life and look back and watch those ripples engulf all of you like a tsunami of LOVE. So few of you fought those waves! I was amazed! None of you struggled against what you were feeling, even though you didn’t understand it … and some of you thought you were going crazy … you all knew it was me knocking on your heart. You opened your hearts to me and allowed me to sweep in with that tidal wave.
Even more important than all the outer manifestations are the inner miracles that they all represent. These, although less visible to the outside world, are the real monuments … and I am so grateful to all of you for erecting them in your hearts … for allowing me safe passage … for continuing to value my presence in your lives so long after I embarked on this new adventure.
June 25, 2011 Visualization courtesy of Major Love Prayer
As we close our eyes and bow our heads, take some deep breaths and picture yourself glowing in light. Feel its warmth surrounding you. With all the love in your heart, reach out to Michael with deep gratitude for the life he shared with us. Tell him all you need to say, with love and with thankfulness. Thank him for everything… for the beautiful gifts of his love, his music, his inspiration, for the joy, the magic, the wonder, for his strength, his kindness, for all he stood for and gave to the children of the world and so much more… Express it all, give him your love with as joyful an intention as your heart can bear. He can hear you. You are not alone. You are embraced in love.
After a few minutes, please become aware of all the others just like you across the world who are doing the same. We are all together. We reach out for each other and connect, all of us and Michael. WE ARE ONE IN LOVE. It’s as if we are all held in a hug together within Michael’s arms, he within all of ours, all of us together within the divine. This is pure healing, for every one of us. Ask that we all be healed now of the pain of Michael’s passing, of regrets over his life, of any regrets we may have in ours related to him, of the pain of arguments or rifts within the fan community. Ask that we be strengthened with love and forgiveness for all that is to come. We are never alone. The universe is awash in light and unconditional love and those we have lost are never lost. They live within our hearts for all time and they live within that light, surrounded by love, surrounding us. “I am here with you…”
As a group now, operating as one glowing energy of love, let us reach out to others. Reach out with caring and comfort to Prince, Paris and Blanket, to Katherine and the family, to friends and our own families. Everyone needs healing. Everyone needs our love. Our love extends out to everyone. See our group’s light expanding, expanding … expanding as it grows across the world, encompassing everyone and everything within our embrace. WE ARE ONE PLANET, ONE IN LOVE. All are enveloped in a major, major love. See the Earth as if from space, glowing in pure love and light. You can feel this as long as you wish. When you are ready to end your prayer/meditation, thank everyone for their love and then feel the glow around you softening until it becomes a small, soft and warm energy just at the level of your perception. This gentle glow you will take with you in your heart always. Thank you and ~L~O~V~E~.
Thank you, Michael. You are so loved. Always. Forever. We are yours.
Jan – June 24, 2011